making music has gotten harder for me during recent months
i can barely concentrate
i got shoved out of 32-bit stability into the world of 64-bit which is fine except my most user-friend DAW for MIDI is 32-bit only.
but my OS is 64-bit and sometime the 32-bit VST crash everything. the 64-bit stuff is okay but those are for my weaker DAW.
but my 32-bit DAW is vaporware and the 64-bit DAW never experiences any fixes for it's faulty MIDI.
meanwhile, i can't think of any tune ideas and my mixing skills went out the window while i was struggling with life.
i lost most of my tunes during a tragic loss of my portfolio.
the best days of my musical career and education are in the past.
and something like anxiety and sadness combined gets to me.
i yearn for the musical happiness i used to have but those days are gone and i can't afford most of the brand new fancy stuff and wouldn't know what to do with it anyhow.
i can barely concentrate
i got shoved out of 32-bit stability into the world of 64-bit which is fine except my most user-friend DAW for MIDI is 32-bit only.
but my OS is 64-bit and sometime the 32-bit VST crash everything. the 64-bit stuff is okay but those are for my weaker DAW.
but my 32-bit DAW is vaporware and the 64-bit DAW never experiences any fixes for it's faulty MIDI.
meanwhile, i can't think of any tune ideas and my mixing skills went out the window while i was struggling with life.
i lost most of my tunes during a tragic loss of my portfolio.
the best days of my musical career and education are in the past.
and something like anxiety and sadness combined gets to me.
i yearn for the musical happiness i used to have but those days are gone and i can't afford most of the brand new fancy stuff and wouldn't know what to do with it anyhow.
Statistics: Posted by mjolnir — Tue Oct 15, 2024 4:49 am